How does it happen that when we get older, get married, and have kids we lose ourself?
After a little chat on twitter yesterday it hit me that I've lost myself. Don't get me wrong, I love being a mommy and a wife, but what the heck happen to Jessica?
I use to love to write. I wrote poems, short stories, even wrote a kids book. I use to take pictures all the time, and scrapbook. I couldn't tell you the last time I have scrapbooked. I'm years behind on scrapbooking! I use to be really talkative (ok so that I still am), and pretty outgoing.
More importantly how does one find themself again? I don't want to lose my family, but man what I wouldn't give to have Jessica back.
Hello Jessica, if you are out there and can hear me...please return to your body soon!
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12 years ago
I'll make a deal with you... if i find you i'll hold you here until you can come pick yourself up... if you'll do the same for me!
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ReplyDeleteThis sounds like a conversation I recently had with the hubby. I'm slowly working on finding me again. Instead of working on big scrapbooks I've been doing mini ones and just making cards. I also have a note book that I keep close by to write ideas, poems or sketch a layout or cake. This was I can create what I thought of when I finally have some time. The most important thing is to take some you time every week if not every day. I'm really bad about it but have noticed it really helps.
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